LONG HOLIDAY IS COMING SOON

Yeah, What should I do with it. For others, they do enjoy holiday but as time pass. I HATES IT A LOT. JUST Waste of time. Anyways, should not think that far. Final 1st yet I haven't study. Thats good. Recently, a lots business plan came into my mind and all this idea is guarantee provides high return. Too bad, I'm lack of funds. Still thinking on some way how to earn more !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Study week

Study week just started or should I say it is a holiday for everyone. I can say that I HATES Holiday unlike last time where I do love it. As nowadays, when holiday is here, I have nothing to do which is totally lifeless. First, I don't play online games or PS anymore just once in a while visit Fb. Even watching TVB series also getting lesser, kinda like no mood at all. I really hates staying home, I wan go out but doesn't wish to be alone. IS SO SIENZ, HOLiday have to survive alone. T_T

Random

Last 2 days, a heavy accident happened. Many victims, very feel so sad for those family victim. Losing a life makes our closest sad and cry. The heart will be so painful. I should treasure my life more and make use of every moment while I can.

Today, went to MV alone to check out I Phone 4, too bad out of stock. The stock only available next months. It seems like, what ever I trying to get, I just can't get it on time even I pod Touch is also out of stock. I always have to wait wait wait wait wait !!!!!!!!!! Why always me?

If only if I made my decision earlier. But it always too late.

Holiday is coming or should I say it is a study week. Will everyone study or do assignment? Well, I don't think so. This semester seems so relaxing, makes me so bored all the time. Daily life is like wake up go college, back home, sleep, dinner then sleep until next day. IT IS SO LIFELESS !!!!!!!

Updates

I have just sold my sony phone, leaving out the sim card without a phone. Thinking whether should I subscribe for Digi or Maxis. It is hard to decide.

Anyways. past 2 days, went to Izzat open house and yesterday for Kit and Sin birthday at BB Seafood Village and then Piccadilly. During next destination, quite disappointing because many people got lost. I already asked whether anyone want follow car. Too bad, no one answer me and everyone start moving. Hence, it divided into 2, one group went back to subang where I didn't know at all and me towards Federal. I was waiting there and many comments out and asked to move first. Many expectation beings out and finally many got lost. Lucky still can be founded back even one car went until NewTown. I tried to help all the time but in the end feels so disappointed. Anyways, it is already a past. Another new days is coming for me. Not to think on past but for current and future.

Life

Since, the day human are born. It means that the journey of life has begun which full with challenges. Human always tends to be lonely when being at home alone or going some place alone. It has to learn how to survive without others because some day we will be alone. No matter how hard is the road whether it is sad, painful or happy, human still have to go through it. By experiencing different cycles of life. it builds a person character and being more mature. Life is always full with a lof of different chapter of life such as during primary, secondary and even university. When a chapter ends, it means that is time to carried forward for a new chapter. Old chapter it just a memories or even just a dreams. It not real, we have to learn to let go old chapter and let the new chapter begins. Some how, one day, times will brings achievement towards what we have learnt in every chapter and that is time. We have been successfully understand the meaning of life and able to complete our achievement. Look forward is always the best even it is hard because we are alone, we do think back about the past. Trying to busy around or mixing out with people might be the solution to forget about past.

Ignorance

Just want to say that, I felt that I totally got ignored....No one care T_T

Hate life, my mind only can think about money and make myself busy all the time.

Spirit

My daily routine life will be pressing money for Millionaire City, nothing else more than this. Everyday wake up, go college, back home, play fb and sleep. It keep repeat and repeat. This semester is worst as compare to last time. When things has happened, is hard to change it become normal and even worst than normal even it try to be normal. Nowadays, my intrapersonal communication is increasing which is bad. Everyday thinking on negative things and also the past. Hence, I been trying hard to get myself busy to prevent this. In college, i losing my attention in class while at home, getting tired easily. I used to listen song for most of the time but is time to stop because it will get worst. Losing up my energy soon, getting tired and tired. But still, i will shows myself is OK and i can goes on until my last breath ! ! !

Anyways, money is my hope. I will earn more and earn more. When money is growing, i will feel happy. However, sometimes I do think why I need so much money? What I can I do with it? It wont give me happiness except for my parents because they will be glad if i save. I live with no choice. I need to achieve the best to prove to everyone !!! As I always said " Nothing is impossible" and "I'm possible" for everything, As long as i work hard for it.

WHAT AM I DOING? I been weirdly in these days....... Why?

Life

On 14 to 16 Sept, 2010, I have went to Tioman Island with my classmates. It was fun but just a little bit disappointed on the environment because I expect my living place will be nice. During first night, Barry was drunk and many funny things has happened. For example, we asked him "What is your name?" He answered Sam Shir Wei. This was funny !!!! Anyway, every night sure have one fella have to down and the second night it was me. This was the first time that I can't even stand properly because drinking all the way makes me fell faster while slowly will be fine. Really thanks so much for who ever take care of me during that night especially Sam, Poh Jin, Zhi Wei, Ken and so on. The next day, we going back and it takes a long time because of the ferry delay, went to Melaka for Satay Celup, Kapitol and we reached Inti at 12.30am. At Inti, the bus can't make the turning in front of Papa Rich as the car blocked us. Hence, we came out with a solution that every of us carry the car and finally we make it. Congratz.

Next, college just started and results is released !!!!!! I felt so down when college is started. At first, I didn't expect that my lecture not giving me an "A" for my stats because i put so many effort into it. Most probably, he simply mark as most of the answer are the same.

Besides that, I used to have a good friend that hang out with me during holiday, do assignment or study. It was very hard for me to find someone who really willing to discuss on assignment, studies or even gossip. Because of this good friend, I have improved a lot. My work being completed fast, able to study well and even can kill off my free time for doing nothing. The most important thing that is this good friend do care about me. As for 20 years, there is no one will ask me how I doing when my condition is bad. Not even my parents because they want me to be independent. However, recently, something has happened. We not being that close anymore like last time. Nowadays, I just felt kinda weird in class but I have to accept it. Maybe somewhere, I may found a new study mates again. Now, every moment I felt like boring and thinking too much whenever i woke up from sleep or alone. I guess I has lost the motivation but still I have to achieve "A1" for FIN321 and also an "A" for mGT349 even it is tough because I lived with no choice. My parents will be happy if I can do it. Hence, I trying very hard to focus on my studies in the class and always try to remove any distraction, no matter how hard is it. It have to be !!!!!!!!!!!!! One day, I will prove to my parents, uncle and some certain friends that I will be successful in the future. As time pass by, it will tell as well as heal !!!!!!!!! I also hope that my this good friend will live happily for now and in the future.

This post doesn't mean anything for anyone but I just wanted to release it out on how I felt. It can't be fully expressed my thoughts because is written. Life is always hard but I have to work smart for it.

Thanks.

Holiday

Time passed so fast, Semester 4 just finished and having my holiday now. Everyone was so busy hunting for money during this holiday. On 24th August 2010, seven of us went to Genting Highlands. It was fun and nice. Anyway, after that, back to normal. Daily life without nothing to do. Eat, sleep, and online. Is so BORING. Wonder why they give 5 weeks holiday..Boring = emo.

Emo

看太多浦松龄和谈情说案 is not good. In the beginning is fun and nice to watch but at the end, problems start to appear. Relationship problem always have to appear. Hence, the consequences is that I also feel emo. Loving someone is all about tolerance and willingness and many many factor. However, the most important is willingness. Sacrification is needed to be success. No pain, no gain. Even though, there are 1000 problems out there and many factors preventing a couple together. As long as both parties willing to fight for it, nothing is impossible. At the end, sure is a happy ending. Kinda feel disappointed that Kingsley gave up so easily, even though i knew that at the end they sure will be together. But, I hate to see him gave up so easily and hurt the other part. It is suffering for both parties but the girl will be suffer more. On the other hand, the 浦松龄, both person likes the same girl but then, the girl only like one of them and that person knew that his best friend like her. He sacrifice for his best friend. This what we called 友情. The willingness so suffer alone for best friend. But, what about the girl that only like her. How she feel? There is always pro and cons in relationship but it depends on how the person handle. So far until, for myself, suffering alone is better than 2. No matter how hard the ways is. I have to be strong and fight for future. Sometimes, I really hope to express out all my thought and feeling but I don't dare to do it. Suffer suffer !!! Really hope that, I can get rid of this someday. Few years back. love is a source of motivation but later if got problems, the person will get unmotivated like what happen to Kingsley.

Steven

Money money !!!

Today learnt analysis on variance and it was quite simple and later got Econs. As normal, she not teaching anything and i felt that we didn't learn anything until now...WEEK 6...Econs lecture is so lousy.

After 12, went to KL to search for my vest and belt. I search and search around sungai wang and times square but won't buy anything from here because I hate here. Before that, this shopping should be 3 person. However, derick FFK and hence, left me and Huan Yik.. Then, we went to Pavillion and finally I found my stuff here...OUCH !!!!! I bought it..pain, then I saw a G2k shirt that really match my vest but then, hold on......I can't let myself spend anymore. MUST TAHAN.
After that, start moving to MV to drop huanyik and the time is 5.40pm...yeah, i reach MV at 4.55pm eventhough is so jam. Then, I plan to go OUG PLAZA but then, the road to OUG at MV is blocked. Hence, it caused me to use Jalan Gasing and jam there for 1 hour. Sorry to Lay Peng cause I late haha..freaking jam !!!! However, at least I got the chance to eat free Kiwi. The gold Kiwi is sweet but stilll, I like Green hehe. Then go back at 9.20pm and Old klang Road is so jam....reached home at 10pm. Today, everywhere is so jam. Maybe because FIFA World Cup has begin !!!

Vest from POA

Belts from Tangs

Kiwi On Sale, I wan 3 box !!!

A Journey to KL

Today is the day that I have no car sigh...9am, I sent my car for 2nd service with a mileage of 8004km at Seksyen 13 PJ. Over limit haha.Lucky, my dad free to sent me to college. If not, most probably, I need to pay for cab.

In college, our finance lecture took 1 hour to comment on our draft. Well, my group dia good job. Not bad but, hey guys we need SCORE haha. Then, break 30min and the lecture only 30min. WHat a great day.

4 hour break, TODAY LOCATION IS K.L. Sungai Wang = RIVER OF MONEY

Since I no car, so I wont be driving for today. A day for rest. Thanks Lp for the ride haha.

Time for lunch at 2pm, went to eat at a place called TOILET BOWL. My 1st impression towards this place is very weird. I felt that I just woke up and going for the bathroom. As the cafe, the chair, table and all the materials including plate and cup are made from those stuff in the bathroom. Even the food also got something wrong such as the dessert that look like SHIT !!!!! ANyway, it is a good try for this cafe.

The time is 3pm, the girls went to shop around while the guys wandering around. Then, we start moving back at 3.50pm and me, Lp, Sam, Vinz reached college at 4.20pm by using the fastest way that require you to pay.

When we walked into the class, our lazy Econs lecture still having start her lecture yet. SHe nicely sitting down there, writing the assignment question on her book then rewrite it on the board. Then, I copied but too bad. I left my paper in the college because I in hurry to collect my car. Guess the story end here for today. (^.^)

Toilet Cafe

Apparatus

Baked Chicken Cheese Rice

Honey Lemon Ice

Honey Sponge Mellow

Yer, who order de !!!!!

Order pls

1st of June 2010

Well, lately don't have much to post. Before that, yesterday went to watch Prince of Persia and ate at some Taiwan restaurant..........the movie is quite nice but too much of action until I felt bored and started to feel uncomfortable sitting there. However, I do like the dagger which can turn back the time. There are too many things, I have regretted in my life and I wish to go back the past to do what ever I regret for not doing so. Time just won't stop and it keep moving and moving. Even though, I hope that I can turn back the time. It only will happen when I'm dreaming. I have to look forward and face what ever challenging ahead. THINK BEFORE DOING SOMETHING.

I always need to remind myself do not let this happen anymore, no more regret anymore !!! Make use of every opportunity ahead. Do what ever I want but still there is something, I wished to do but I don't have the confidence to do so. I really getting tired and tired, wish that I can get out of any problem appears in my head from days to days.

Ok, lets get back to what happened on 1st June 2010. Hmm, I spent my 4hr break eating at Asia Cafe and went to the EMPIRE SUBANG GALLERY. Sounds cool.....This was my 2nd visit, yet this time, I ended playing Lego with everyone in Toy shop. Maybe we're still small or too free. Sometimes being a kid is good, no worries at all unlike now. Nowadays, I demanding a lot such as my result, money, new stuff, friendship and many many more. Unfortunately, I getting unmotivated from days to days. I really need the power of motivation now where it happened before when I was in Form 5. Really need the burning flame !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Wonder, how we play using a big ball. In facts, it was small in the beginning

The unbeatable tower built by some1

Act cute ya

Play lego so serious, study not serious =.=

Still small meh

The games is not for children but adults like us !!!!

The Youth Day

Conference Hall

Well well, finally, I decided to go for the Youth Festival at PWTC. This was my first time there and I drive all the way there. Hmm, the place not bad. Many events is going such as arts, sports, conference and many more. The shopping festival was a good place for the girls to shop. There are many different kinds of design and nice shirt around there. After that, went to MV to chill and check out around. Reached home at 8.30pm, getting tired but I promised myself to draft tonight and yes. Finally, I did one question for the draft and going to continue tomorrow. The End.....Nights.

Plan A for Dr.Tan

Group Photo


Class at 10 and later 4 hour break, caused me to pay Rm4 for the parking sigh. Anyways, at least we have Plan A for our 4hr break. Start from 12pm, me, LP, Max, Sam, Nat, Venesa and PJ went for lunch at Pizza Hut. Finally, today got something different for fast food rather than Mcd. Then, later at 2pm, I met Dr.tan at level 7 for yum cha. Know what, at first, he told me that he ate already because his 12pm class was cancelled. Anyways, I try to persuade him to go drinking for a while and yeah, I did it. So, we went to Street Cafe and to make it like really yum cha, I told him Eddie,Fadl and Jun Kheng will joining us as well. Later, our cake finally is here and this is where others suddenly pops out with the cake and a birthday song for him. I guess he was shocked haha. We do have funs for today breaks by chit-chatting the whole time and then back to econs class where this class is a boring and relaxing class. So,the class ended at 5.30pm, haha not bad. Everyone can go back early and thats for today. The End.......Simple story.



Steven

The Zanmai day

26th May 2010

Hoaree, today MGT338 class cancelled and I skipped the Grooming workshop talk. Seriously, I getting sick and sick for any talk. No more talk for me, is getting boring. I only will choose to attend important talk.

Hence, after Account class, went to pyramid with KL, LP, SY and LY for lunch at Zanmai and as normal, I don't want to go home that early. So finally, I follow SY to pyramid and LP fetch me back to INTI. Hehe, thanks for the free ride. Kinda lazy to drive. Anyways, Zanmai foods looks cool and nice for today.

Before I end here, just want to share. Finally, my Hp Mini upgraded to 2GB Ram and I going to bankrupt soon as consumption is increasing for luxury goods.

The boring day

25/5/10

Today, I was appointed as the class rep for FIN325 and seems like my burden getting heavy and heavy. On the other hand, today 4 hr break was really boring. We ended eating at AC and spent the sleeping time at Max house. Many people were broke and even they went back. The member has slightly decreased for today.

Nightmare

Today 4 hr break, went Jojo Noodle to eat and then go watch Nightmare. Many people was frightened by the movie while i feel like boring and is something like the movie "They Wait" or maybe i watched too much horror movie and hence, i can't feel it. However, the best part of watching is to see how others get freaked out haha. The ways u gals and guys reacted is so funny.

Next, hmm.....

Nightmare, everyone do have a nightmare and this goes to me as well. Sometimes, the nightmare is just real for me. As I promised to myself, when ever, I dreamed. I need to know that i'm dreaming and me is the one that control the dream and do what ever i want. However, when came to nightmare, i just want to wake up because is pain and sad...I hate to be sad but thats happen to me for most of the time.

After the movie, we back to class and know what. Today we have a lucky draw, everyone kinda feel scare for the draws as some people hoping not be with this person but to be with anothers. Finally, i got chosen for group 3 which included Fadl, kai loon, poh jin, kai ling and me...and I pity for those who got some group that they unwilling to join. Anyway, thats life and is time to move on.

Steven

22nd May 2010

I have to admit that I'm 20 now. Early in the morning, went to klang for bak kut teh with Alan and Ryan and then we guys went get lost in Klang by touring around and finally heavy rain, which makes us to move to Asia Cafe at Subang Jaya for pool and air hockey. AIR HOCKEY is freaking fun, try for the continuous attack haha. At 12pm, long time never go futsal, so i decided to join them and back home around 4pm. Getting tired, sleepy and muscle damn pain. Whole night didn't go out and this the end of my day since everyone is busy and i don't like to come out when the clock passed 10pm.

21st May 2010

Class started at 8am to 12pm. The most boring lecture will be business economics and the class is totally full and crowded with not enough seats. Besides that, no one understand what she teaching and she like talked to herself or maybe to her notebook. Everyone became disappointed and wanted to change lecture.

Next, class over. Times for lunch at Mcd with Huan yik, Jayla, Chris, Vinz and Derick. Jayla bought a Choc. Bliss cakes for Chris and ya, we celebrated for him. After that, Vinz and Derick went back home and also Jayla. Reason, Vinz no money d and Derick not feeling well while Jayla...hmm not sure.

Then, that Huan yik went back home and wait for Chris to fetch him to pyramid while I headed to Pyramid straight. Nowadays, i started to park illegally in pyramid,thnks to my frens hehe. While I parked my car and sitting inside to hide my netbook, saw a mysterious person walking towards my direction. Guess who is it, is SZE YIN. Lol, shopping alone and what a coincidence. When i reached, she going back and then, I waited both of them for about half an hour which makes to get bored and hungry. Alrights, finally they're here and we went to Dragon-I. Lol, suddenly all so rich d, especially Huan Yik who paid the whole about RM67. It was a return of what we treated him last time haha and then everyone went back home.

At night, went out with few starbucks clan to watch shrek at GSC MV, 10.45pm but we entered at 11pm haha missed the front part. For many years, when the clock strike 12am, I always at home and today I stuck inside the cinema.

Very thnks to Sze Yin, Jun Kheng and Poh jin who wished me through sms during that time and also Sam. Next, thnks to huan yik, lay peng, pek yee, ian and others who wished through facebook. Thnks to adlan, christine and dila who asked me for the movie as well. Thnks for all the wishing at 12am ya.

Steven

Sing k at Neway + Surprises

20/5/2010

Today, I have class from 10-12 and 4-6. There are 4 hour in between and hence, i asked my uni mates for a sing k section. The sing k section start at 1pm as every1 was busy to get their international student card. Meanwhile, I went to fetch Huan Yik and back to Inti again. Finally, the place was decided at Neway Subang Jaya. There are 12 person of us and is divided into three cars.

Sam, Poh Jin, Lay Peng, Bee Yee and Eevon - 1 car
Me, Huan Yik,Venasa, Natalie and Vinz - 1 car
Yie Theng and Max - 1 car

Hence, my car reach there 1st and too bad the parking area is limited where I almost park into the Valet parking which cost Rm6 only.However, we managed to get the parking outside but then no more parking place d. Hence, we was sitting inside the car and waiting for the arrival of the others and finally max and yie theng reached. So, we went inside Neway and wait for Sam and the others.

Sing k started at 1pm and Sam they all reached around 1.30pm and I was wondering why they so late. I thought they went to Puchong Neway so i called them to ensure and lucky they were here. Then, we sing and sing lo while ordering and the tea set only start at 2pm. Every1 getting hungry and hungry and finally, the foods arrived. Every1 is fighting for the Nuggets, Fren-Fries as we are too hungry hehe.

Ok, here came the surprise. When the time reached 3.35pm and the room were dark. The door suddenly opened, Sam, Poh Jin, Lay Peng, Bee Yee and Eevon walked in with my b'day cake. During that moment, I was totally frightened and surprised by them. I feel very touched and my tears almost came out. This was my 1st time that my friends made a celebration for me and it happened in my age of 20. During that time, I totally stunned and don't know what to say.

Very thnks to Sam, Poh Jin, Lay Peng, Bee Yee, Eevon, Max, Yie Theng, Natalie, Venasa, Huan Yik and Vinz who get involved. I really appreciated it. This is the best day every I had in my life for the past 20 years ago. Eventhough, it was an advance celebration for me.

Sometimes, I kinda think myself stupid as din really aware of this surprises due t0
- no1 did any celebration for me b4
- Sam car missing for quite while and i thought they went to wrong side
- Sam, Lay peng, Bee Yee suddenly went out together and i think they went to lavatory
- my b'day was on sat and not thursday

Hint : Huan Yik told me on the next day

However, u guys and gals made my day. It was nice and perfect. Now, every moment i think back, I almost cried because really never thought got frens will celebrate for me. Eventhough,u guys and gals were busy for this Sat but is alright.

Very thnks a lot ya <3