Desire and Feeling

Its been a time that I didn't update my blog. Many things has happened lately which is hard to describe all here. Currently, this year is my last year of study after that we all separated into own pathway. I promised to myself, all finance subject has to be an "A"

After all, college just reopen. I have the feeling that I kinda lost. As in my mind, I keep thinking about the past and future as well as the reason why existed. During Dec holiday, I been worked in 3 area and thats what makes me busy but I met a lot friends. There is a person that I met which I wanted to know her more but I wonder when I can see her again.

Just in these days, I helped my friend to attend council meeting and yet she appeared but I didn't approach her. Today saw her again, kinda has a weird feeling. I wanted to overcome this feeling. I hope that day will come and not in my dream.

LONG HOLIDAY IS COMING SOON

Yeah, What should I do with it. For others, they do enjoy holiday but as time pass. I HATES IT A LOT. JUST Waste of time. Anyways, should not think that far. Final 1st yet I haven't study. Thats good. Recently, a lots business plan came into my mind and all this idea is guarantee provides high return. Too bad, I'm lack of funds. Still thinking on some way how to earn more !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Study week

Study week just started or should I say it is a holiday for everyone. I can say that I HATES Holiday unlike last time where I do love it. As nowadays, when holiday is here, I have nothing to do which is totally lifeless. First, I don't play online games or PS anymore just once in a while visit Fb. Even watching TVB series also getting lesser, kinda like no mood at all. I really hates staying home, I wan go out but doesn't wish to be alone. IS SO SIENZ, HOLiday have to survive alone. T_T

Random

Last 2 days, a heavy accident happened. Many victims, very feel so sad for those family victim. Losing a life makes our closest sad and cry. The heart will be so painful. I should treasure my life more and make use of every moment while I can.

Today, went to MV alone to check out I Phone 4, too bad out of stock. The stock only available next months. It seems like, what ever I trying to get, I just can't get it on time even I pod Touch is also out of stock. I always have to wait wait wait wait wait !!!!!!!!!! Why always me?

If only if I made my decision earlier. But it always too late.

Holiday is coming or should I say it is a study week. Will everyone study or do assignment? Well, I don't think so. This semester seems so relaxing, makes me so bored all the time. Daily life is like wake up go college, back home, sleep, dinner then sleep until next day. IT IS SO LIFELESS !!!!!!!

Updates

I have just sold my sony phone, leaving out the sim card without a phone. Thinking whether should I subscribe for Digi or Maxis. It is hard to decide.

Anyways. past 2 days, went to Izzat open house and yesterday for Kit and Sin birthday at BB Seafood Village and then Piccadilly. During next destination, quite disappointing because many people got lost. I already asked whether anyone want follow car. Too bad, no one answer me and everyone start moving. Hence, it divided into 2, one group went back to subang where I didn't know at all and me towards Federal. I was waiting there and many comments out and asked to move first. Many expectation beings out and finally many got lost. Lucky still can be founded back even one car went until NewTown. I tried to help all the time but in the end feels so disappointed. Anyways, it is already a past. Another new days is coming for me. Not to think on past but for current and future.

Life

Since, the day human are born. It means that the journey of life has begun which full with challenges. Human always tends to be lonely when being at home alone or going some place alone. It has to learn how to survive without others because some day we will be alone. No matter how hard is the road whether it is sad, painful or happy, human still have to go through it. By experiencing different cycles of life. it builds a person character and being more mature. Life is always full with a lof of different chapter of life such as during primary, secondary and even university. When a chapter ends, it means that is time to carried forward for a new chapter. Old chapter it just a memories or even just a dreams. It not real, we have to learn to let go old chapter and let the new chapter begins. Some how, one day, times will brings achievement towards what we have learnt in every chapter and that is time. We have been successfully understand the meaning of life and able to complete our achievement. Look forward is always the best even it is hard because we are alone, we do think back about the past. Trying to busy around or mixing out with people might be the solution to forget about past.

Ignorance

Just want to say that, I felt that I totally got ignored....No one care T_T

Hate life, my mind only can think about money and make myself busy all the time.